If I could...

If I could measure the tears that has trickled and flowed because of him,
I would have drowned a dozen cities.
If I could measure the pain that has been inflicted by him,
I would have died a great number of wars.
If I could calculate the amount of dough spent for him,
I would have been able to build a Golden Empire,
If I could recollect all the good memories spent with him,
I would have ended up with an empty can of mackerel.
If I could think of the good that he has done for me,
It will surely not overweigh the bad.
If I could remember each minute spent with him,
I'd feel like I've wasted half of my entire lifetime.
If I could gather the sacrifices I've made for him,
It would be equivalent to that of 1000 warriors,
If I could ever find the heart to forgive him,
It would be a miracle.